Friday, May 16, 2008

Sorry, but...

It has been a little crazy here. Testing, prom, more testing, officially resigning, packing, planning end of the year party, tournaments, and preparing for graduation festivities gets a little overwhelming all at once. Not to mention it is still super hard to go to work each day, and at the same time, I am really sad to be leaving the people that are the reason I go to work. There are so many that I hope are successful in life, and I just wish I could hear about all those joys over the years. It is a bit of a bummer to know that the chances of that are slim now that I am leaving. My hope is that some will touch base a year or two or three from now at my new "place of business" and tell me some amazing story about something in their life.
It is quite a roller coaster. One minute I am upset because of some meeting that went terribly wrong, I gather my composure, and the next minute I am a mess because a kid gives me a "we will miss you so much" card.
In the coming months I need to refocus. I need to convince myself that I am good at what I do for a living. I never thought I was the best, but I honestly thought at one point that I was pretty darn good. After the past two years, I just want to be decent again.

1 comment:

Christy said...

AWWWWWW!!!!! virtual non-space invading hug for you!!